The Actual Blog
7/23/2020
Holy shit people still look here!
So today i went to check my old icloud email and saw that people still look at this. in all honesty i thought that nobody really cared abt this site. so here is a quick recap of whqt happened since i stoped posting. i got kicked out of my dads house, bought a car, lost it twice, got a house, then got evicted, and now i live in a shelter. tbh it kinda makes me happy to see my old site is still checked up on. if u would like to contact me my phone number is (803)-638-3293
4/26/2019
Im done......
Im tired of giving my heart to people just for them to step all over it. It seriously hurts and i dont think anyone gets that, that they are'nt the fucking king/queen of the world and that other peeps have feelings too. I am the first one to go out of there way for peeps and help them the best i can, yet nobody can return the care i gave them? What sense does that make? I am getting really fed up with it and im to nice to say anything to the person, which sucks because i cant think of any other way to say this with out them getting upset. I just want it to all stop, everything, because no matter how hard i try, nobody seems to care about me, nobody seems to take how i will feel into account!
4/22/2019
Bored....
So im in a practice ceremony right now and its really boring! I am bored too. So i just checked web traffic stuff and it seems like nobody checks this site anymore and its kinda disapointing. Well i have to go write a code so i will type later... baiz..
4/10/2019
GOOD MORNING MY WONDERFUL PEEPZ!
So i feel really good today and im not entirely sure why! Its like someone injected a happy serum or somethin in my blood while i was asleep and i woke up happy! Im gonna drop a new song on spotify soon hopefully! I am making my first real rap song! It is called "Fakes" and its gonna be awesome! I have to go do school so i will type later! BYE MA PEEPZ <3!
4/9/2019
GOOD MORNING MA PEEPZ!
So for some reason i feel really good about myself today! Idk if its the music im listening to or somthin but i feel really happy! I have a good feeling about today and am excited to see how it turns out! This song im listening to is really good! Go check it out! https://soundation.com/user/toffenbacker579446/track/group-of-silence-no-lyrics
Also if your interested in making EDM music you should sign up on that site! It is a great site for beginers! Well i have to go work on my HTML5 skills so i will type later!!! BAIZ
4/3/2019
I just added stuff to the site!
So i just added widgets to this site with HTML code which i think is awesome! It works well but if anyone has any problems with it hmu so i can fix it. Also i made a music widget where i will be putting my new songs b4 they are released!!! Im super happy. Well i got to go do some school stuff. BAIZ MA PEEPZ <3!!!!!
4/2/2019
Biology Blues
Dont mind the title i just thought it sounded cool so i titled it that. I feel really happy today and i dont know why. I doub anyone reads this so i might start do ads for this site. I have had a good day today. Which is wierd seeing that its raining and usaully people feel bad when it rains. Well i have some stuff to work on so BAIZ <3........................
4/1/2019
My songs just dropped in major music places!!!!!
So I signed up with a site called Landr to produce my music and put it in stores. 2 days 2 of my songs were reased in Spotify, Apple Music, Google Play Music, Deezer, and Tidal. I will be putting the links in Linkz if anyone wants to listen to my music or buy it. I also have decided not to move this site because its just to much work. I will be creating a website for my fan base tho. It will be like a facebook. When i am done building that site, i will put a link in Linkz. I have some work to do so i will type later! BAIZ!!!
3/18/2019
MY B-DAY IS ALMOST HERE
So its 7 more days till my b-day. Im super excited!!! I will be 17! Im also kinda nervous because that means I have 1 year until i can get kicked out of my dads house and that kinda throws everything into perspective. I have no money, no car, no after highschool plans, and i have to find a way to survive outside of my dads house and protection. Its a hard concept to grasp and he has said on numerous occations that he is gonna kick me out when i turn 18 and i cant go live with my mom because she does want me. I could really use suggestions on what to do and how to survive. Well i have to go do my work so i will prob type tommorow! BAIZ MA PEEPZ!!!
3/15/2019
I just got exiled to the back of the class......
So my teach just sent me to the back of the class. I made a friend in chile today. They speak spanish and i have to use google translate but they seem really cool! Im kinda bored right now. I might be able to get on hangouts/discord/goggle++ today but im not sure yet. Well i have stuff to do so i will talk to you peeps later. BAIZ
3/14/2019
I feel stupid.......
So i thought yesterday was thursday and it really was wednesday. So i missed chess club, but i did get to talk to a awesome girl. So i didnt mind missing chess when i found out. Right now im making a vid for AFJROTC for the military ball. Chief asked me to make one because he knows im the best with tech in this school. Everyone knows it. Well i cant really think of anything else to say so i will type later. Baiz!
I GOT MY NAILS PAINTED!
So last period i got my nails painted by a friend and i think they look nice. What do you guys think?
Well i have to go do biology stuff do i will type later. BAIZ!
Im dead ass about to cry ;-;
One of my closest friends is moving to new york and he just left ;-;. I hope he does well, but imma miss him. May he still be nerdy there and keep in contact with me.
3/13/2019
MY B-DAY IS 12 DAYZ AWAY!!!
GOOD MORNING MY PEEPZ. I dont know why but im in a really good mood right now. So the base ball game i was supposed to go to was canceled so i went home and played fallout 3 instead. Im thinking this blog thing might be agrivating so im thinking about giving my thoughts and opioins on random things instead of telling about my life, what do you peepz think? Well i have stuff to do so i will type later. Also im feeling ballzy so if anyone wants to see what i rlly look like let me know and i will send a face reveal because why not.
I iz tiredz....
So im really tired right now and i feel like im gonna fall on my face. This laptop is barley keeping me awake and im kinda sad rn. If u wanna know why fill out the info below bc i dont feel like ruining my blog with deep emotines. I hope what i told a friend doesnt backfire bad. I really wish peeps would talk to me bc im getting sad and talking to peepz helps me with the sadness. Well imma go try to make a new song so i will type later. I might be on hangouts and discord and goggle today. idk yet...... baiz
3/12/2019
IM IN BIOLO-BORE
So right now im in biology and its kinda boring. I know class isnt supposed to be fun but this class is capital B boring. Were about to play Jepordy so i will try to type later. BAIZ.........
I have to go to a baseball game today -_-
So my little bro has a baseball game today and i have to go to it. So im gonna bring my vlog cam and take some pics for the libraryian. I think the librarian is pretty cool so i offered, DONT GET ANY IDEAS I DO NOT LIKE THE LIBRARIAN LIKE THAT! Well i have to go turn in this soon so i have to get of now. Also i wont be on hangouts/discord/whatever else i use or might use.
3/11/19
Weekend in a paragraph...
So this weekend my dad's gf moved in and it was awesome. She is really cool. She brought her cat Tofu and her cat fought mine (Olivia) and now Tofu is alpha cat. WE DID NOT MAKE THEM FIGHT OLIVIA IS JUST TERRITORYAL AF! I ate a whole jalepenio for 10 USD. Then i bought a rc car. I have some editing to do to this site plus i have to work on my newest song so yea i will type later. BAIZ MA PEEPZ!
End of the day.................. Kinda
So right now im in 4th block and we have a sub today. He is pretty cool and basicly just lets me do whatever. I might be able to get on hangouts today and discord. Well im talking to friends right now so i will type later.
3/8/2019
ITZ A HALF DAY 2 DAY!!!!!
IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYY!!!! Today its a half day so we are getting released at 11:00 am and im gonna try to get on discord and stuff today. I have been working with some of my own java scripts that i made and converting them to HTML5 so i can add comment boxes to the site but i dont know when i will have them ready so for now im sticking with the contact boxes. I have seen that web traffic on his site is a little not popular. Let me know what i should add (besides NSFW bc then i couldnt get on this at school) in the contact box and i will see what i can do. Being a tech genius has its perks. Well imma go email some peeps so i will type later. BAIZZZZZZZZZZ
3/7/2019
Im about to cry.......
So sry i havent type untill now peeps. I just found out my friend who is like a sis to me is moving and she wont be able to talk to me. It really hurts because she is one of the only peeps at this school i trust and can talk to. Im really gonna miss her. I hope that she does well, but its gonna be hard to lose a friend like her. She has been her fo me since day 1 and losing her is like losing family. It hurts. I prob wont be able to get on later today. idk. baiz.........
3/6/2019
OH THANK GOD!
So i wokeup really late for school and ran all the way to here. Lucky Ms.Grant opened the door for me and told me to go to class, so i ran to my B-Day first block, World History, and he was really cool about it. He even gave me some food because i wasnt able to get breakfast. The reason i woke late is because I have this really old alarm clock and im pretty sure its on its last legs because sometimes it just doesnt want to work. This isnt the first time its done this but i was able to wake up semi-on time last time so im gonna set up my lil bros alarm on his laptop to wake us up. Well i have to start class now so imma type later. BAIZ!!!! ;P
I have chess club today so i wont be on until later.
So i have to go to chess club today. Im about to dominate today. I'm really freaking hungry right now. I feel like im gonna turn inside out. Well i got to do some school stuff so I will type tommorow and try to get on hangouts and discord today.
3/5/2019
Lunch time
Sorry i didnt put anything until now but i have a good reason. So ROTC (which i am in) left for a field trip today (which i wasnt able to go on bc im a broke boi) and wont be back for a week so i had to do worksheets. Then i went to geometery (im not allowed on my computer in that class) and then i went to biology. Im now at lunch, so thats why i just now am putting something on here. I will be at the library after school today so i will be able to talk to peeps. Well lunch is about over so imma go ahead and finish typing then put some meme's on Picturez. So yeaaaaaaaaaa. Ttyl peeps.
3/4/2019
Here is a Update!
So this weekend didnt go as planned at all but it was still awesome! So my ex-stepmom left for good, my dad has a gf who is cool af, my dad bought us new controllers and 2 charging docks for them, i finnaly have my own ear buds so i can stop bumming off peeps, and yea. Im sorry to everyone i wasnt able to talk to this weekend but i was really busy with the peeps in my house. Well class is starting so i got to get off now so baiz (for now).
3/1/2019
I WONT BE ON DISCORD OR GOGGLE++ TODAYZ
So my step mom, cousin, aunt, and little sisters are coming over to visit today so i prob wont be on, but i will miss chu allz ;-;.
Im in biology and its MEGA GEY!!!!
So i just finished the do now for biology and lunch is at 12:20. I told my friend Mekiah about my wifeyyy and he seemed pretty chill with it. He is like a dad to me and he has helped me alot. Im glad he is ok with her. I hope she isnt mad at me abt the whole not being able to get on this afternoon. I am super hungry right now. Mekiah is being halrious right now. He called Mr. Saroe a "Dickhead" and i thought it was funny. I got to go for now so stay tuned! Damn that was cringy. I will type more at lunch so yea..........
End of school is near!
So im in 4th block right now but its gonna end soon. I might be able to get on hangouts and discord and Goggle++ today because its raining and the fam that is coming down to visit doesnt drive well in the rain. I hope they can come down but if they dont at least i have you guys and my mate and my fwends! Today was a good day, i didnt get into any arguments and i had fun. I have to get off now because I have to go turn in my laptop because i did stuff i wasnt supposed to on this thing so a lesson for everyone is........
DONT DO STUPID WITH TECH!!! but yea so i have to go so i will ttyg ltr. BAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2/28/2019
OMG IM FINALLY BACK!!!!
So i got 3 days OSS on monday at the literal begining of the day because me and my little brother got into a fight. He is still suspended tho because he cussed out a principal. But its all good. I dont know if anyone still reads this but if they do let me know in the text box down below. Can you guys start putting your names or a way for me to contact u back like here is a example:
this is a example text. this is meant to show you whta to do.
- whatever your name is (way to contact)
So yea if u guys could use that format that would be awesome. I do check what u guys say so dont think i dont. For example, someone sent me "u gay". Also i dont send me any threats (no one has sent me any yet but that doesnt mean someone might) i just dont want to have to go all cyber warrior or you guys because i dont like making enemys. I have a new fursona. I am now Brixden the Mutt (a pic will be in Picturez). I will put his info in My sona's.
2/22/2019
TIRED!!!
So i just got to first period and so far its really freaking boring. We have this thing at my school called "D.E.A.R Time". "D.E.A.R" is a acronym that stands for Drop Everything And Read, so instead of reading im gonna do this. Its currently 8:06 a.m. EST (for all my readers running in other time zones). I'm thinking about making a part of this website for the little codes i make. I dont know if i should tho because it could fall into the hands of misciveous kids who want to prank their teachers. I am trying to figure out how to add comment bubbles to this site but the way i have found involves 20$ USD a month (for all my readers in other countries). Well i think class is about to start so im gonna stop for now. Sooooooo yea.............
Math is MEGA GEY
So im in geometry right now and i hate it. We were playing Kahoot and the game messed up, so my teach decided to stop the game and crown all who played 2nd place, which would be totally fine except i was in first and the tipical prizes is 1st gets 3 peices of chocolate, 2nd gets 2 peices, and 3rd gets on peice so i had to settle with getting 2 peices instead of my desevered 3. This school needs to get better laptops and better routers because i bet if there was better bandwith i would have 3 peices right now. I cant belive how easy it is to rant about Kahoot. Well i got to get off before my teach locks my laptop controls with Lanschool so yea...............
Im at lunch.....
So i just finished my lunch and it was pretty ok. I had pizza, juice,a pear, baked apples, and 2 chocolate milks. One of my sister's friends (she isnt really my sis but i treat her as one) gave me some cheez-its so thats good. Right now im in IBA 1 which is Integrated Business Appliactions. Im sooooooooooooooooooooooo bored. My sis got a new bf that i finally approve of thank god. I just remembered a funny youtube vid for some reason (here is the link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TlZs-fwKO0o ) so yea..............
2/21/2019
First Blog
So this is the first blog and i dont really know what else to say. I had a ok day but im grounded from the library and the PS3 so im gonna be bored today. I have to clean when i get home so im not looking forward to that. I am alittle nervous about me being grounded because i dont want my mate getting mad at me and leaving me. I am a little frustrated because my brother ben gets to do baseball practice but he is grounded too. Well i need to go do work so i will probably post something tommorow.